Waiting

I missed my appointment with the new fertility specialist today because I forgot about it. I am working on my comps exams, and it has drained me of everything normal and healthy. New appointment is set for April 5th, at 8: 45am. That's early for me. Praying for some new insight as to what we can do. They found nothing wrong with hubby....

Why?

These are my thoughts of why....

Why do parents of children complain about having so many? During this process of infertility, I have learned how amazing it is for a child to be born. There are so many complex things that have to take place in order for it all to happen at the right time, and the very thing I yearn for, people constantly wish they did not have. If I could tell them one thing, it would be to stop neglecting the gifts of God in their life, steward these gifts, help to unwrap them and be used for God.

~Fin

Hello

So I am sitting at my desk wondering what to do about all these feelings. God has shown my husband and I that we will be parents. After five years of trying, I am now on fertility drugs and having a very difficult time with my OBGYN. I have always felt better after writing my thoughts out. So here is my first post.